Been feeling down for the past few days. Last night is the worst. I keep on thinking about numbers and figures, how to generate more money from money that wasn't even there in the first place, and I got so caught up in it, sedar-sedar kepala aku pening teruk dan rasa macam nak pengsan. I was in panic mode.
Went to bed at 8PM. And I woke up at 6AM this morning. What just happened, I thought to myself.
No, I'm not depressed. But I'm anxious about everything. I feel so out of place that I can't even hold proper conversation with friends the other night.
Maybe I can't handle pressure that well. Or in other words, I'll be damned.